LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM THIS SHIT, SO I KNOW YOU'RE FEELING IT!
*prays that they don’t get denied access into the usa for the third time*
June 2010
May 2010
Blender
The Pretty Reckless
Be my best friend? That’d be bad ass.
"I haven't gone completely insane, but it might happen soon. "
" If I could have any job in the world I'd be a professional Cinderella."
"I have seen all,I have heard all,I have forgotten all"
Currently watching while burning candles. Perfect.
Goodknight.
My nips are hard.
Maybe I should accidently tweet a picture of my hard nips & say I got hacked… yes?
“Who would ever think that so much went on in the soul of a young girl?”
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^ Anne Frank
“…where there’s hope, there’s life. It fills us with fresh courage and makes us strong again.”
We were fated to pretend
I have a list of things I want, I’m a greedy one, but It’s okay cause I won’t get it haha I got zero dollars.
Wants:
1) Acrylic nails with black lace
2) Eyebrow waxed
3) Dye hair
4) Mac Lipstick in nude color.
Self-esteem boosters ^^^^ Hahaha. I made flyers for my mom to give out, Maybe I’ll get some people who want my lovely self to babysit their brats, HOPEFULLY. So I can get money and actually do those things, cause I’m looking like a mess. I haven’t slept in forever, I’m fine and wide awake.
You'll end up looking at the sky
Happy note: My arm has healed pretty well, and that makes me so relieved, I can start being normal again without being in pain or changing my bandage every five seconds.
Sad note: I’m supposed to see Oceana tonight, but I don’t really want to. So I thought maybe instead we could go see Sex and the City 2. Don’t complain about money when you decided to do both.
I just want to paint pottery right now, and do something really cool and colorful and drink more tea! Haha. I can’t find any colleges that offer a degree in Make-Up. I don’t want to get a license, because in most states you don’t need a license. I think finding a job with a degree in fashion make up would be worth the experience and it help me get work, because I don’t want to be the woman standing at a Lancome counter. Although London is so far away and it would be such a change. My mom says it’s not that much money but to me it is. It’s a hard school to get into which has been worrying me. I don’t want to settle for a beauty school, because then why am I getting a College-Prep High School Diploma? I’m doing it so I can go to London, it’s just really going to suck if I don’t get in or it doesn’t work because if it doesn’t work I’m just going to change my career, I don’t know to what. I just wanna go places and be something. I don’t want to stay in Douglasville, but I don’t want to be a bum.
Gold lion's going to tell me where the light is
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing. “
Please don’t let this turn into something it’s not. i can only give you everything i’ve got. i can’t be as sorry as you think i should but i still love you more than anyone else could. all that i keep thinking throughout this whole flight, is it could take my whole damn life to make this right. this splintered mast i‘m holding on won’t save me long because i know fine well that what i did was wrong. the end of anxiety.
I have to write a paper or I don’t get credit for the class… Yup, so not looking forward to it. Ready to fluff it up! I’m starting night school next year 4:30-8PM. I have to walk there, so that should be fun, but I guess it’ll work out to my advantage. I get to sleep in, so that’s cool. But I’m really nervous about it. Blah, now that I have that out of the way, I AM FREE. Summer 2010 is here! Although there is nothing to do, and I’m broke. So not cool, I want a job so bad. I wish it was easy to get one :/ Gah! What a vent, haha.
Currently listening to: Heroine - From First To Last.
shrek
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: veronica
Birth Date: april 27th
Current Location: my bed
Hair Color: black
Righty/Lefty: righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: i have a lot
Your dream of the perfect date: drama pls DRAMA
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: ugh its muggy
Your best physical feature: i dont know
Your bed time: whenever.
Your most missed memory: everything
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: coke!
McDonald’s or Burger King: chickfila
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: tea
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: nope
Cuss: yeah
Take showers: yeah
Have a crush: yes
Like school: no
Believe in yourself: yea
Believe what goes around comes around: yea
Believe everything happens for a reason: yea
Think you’re a health freak: no
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: yes.
Been on stage: no
Eaten sushi: no.
Been hurt: YES
Dyed your hair: nope
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: no haha
Kissed the same sex: on the cheek
Gotten beaten up: yea
Changed who you were to fit in: yea
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: no idea
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 3
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: any
hair color: dark
short or long hair: depends.
Fat or fit: fit
Looks or personality: both
Fun or serious: both
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: this
1 HOUR AGO: watching rob n big
1 WEEK AGO: i dont know
1 YEAR AGO: i dont know
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: shitty.
I HATE: this
I HIDE: everything
I NEED: you
I LOVE: you
